Ep - 10 :The Night Before Christmas

Oh my! Christmas is here already! Still remember last years' Christmas as if it happened just yesterday. Phew, time sure flies when you are old ^_^ .. I spent many prayers for a wonderful Christmas for me, my families and friends, I hope my prayers do get to them as the good Lord hath blessed me..

Earlier this month, I think to myself, "What exactly is my Christmas wish?"...!!! ... as I was watching 'How The Grinch Stole Christmas' starring Jim Carrey (I just loooooove the Grinch :O)).. "maybe this year I should not be less concerned of myself, maybe, instead of throwing Christmas party why not spending my money for something good", shines a shimmer to my old shrunken heart.

Made up my mind, I went to the US Dollar Store, buy lots gifts, still hasn't made up my mind whom should I give or which of them would I give.. I simply bought lots of them .. hehe... the dollar store is quite economic friendly that is only why a broke bloke like me can buy so much.. huhu.. Anyway, though I buy none for myself, I felt generous, felt good, something which I cannot describe.. I love to give out gifts to my friends on special occasions but this time it feels different. That occupies my mind even in the office, and to start my gift spree, the first gift went to my Boss.. a nice beautiful shawl from Ludhiana is what I packed, she sure seems to love it... Im happy she loved it!

Still thinking of making out the best Christmas ever, I still want something extraordinary, something I would not feel sorry for... Though I really do want something new the last few days in the office before Christmas was hell of a rush. On the contrary, our church, Bethlehem Corps is hosting the fourth Jingle Nite in our local area again, and this time I was given a golden opportunity of hosting the programme with Mali Hlondo (RJ, FM Zoawi). I didn't see myself fit in anyway for hosting such a big programme, but since the responsibilty fell on my hands I guess I cannot run away.. On the 23rd December 2011, the 4th Jingle Nite programme goes well but not me..hehe.. I was sooo shaky, as if I came from Shaky Town or something.. well, at least I survived till the end.. haha..

Christmas Eve came... I thought nobody would came to vist me or anything as I'm not giving out any party this year, but to my surprise my best buddies came, unexpected nerdy ones too... suggoi !!!...  My house is filled with different kinds of people, you won't believe if I say so.. hihi.. when I say different, its literally different peoples.. The party went well (not blasting.. mind it.. lol) Some of them sleep over, some of us watch movies till sunrise, etc etc.. :) ..

Before going to sleep, I sneaked up to our living room, and snug gifts under the Christmas tree, just like mom and dad had done while I was a child. Slept for 3 hours, a loud shouting from the living room woke me up. Its was my Dad of course! hehe.. This year there is a gift for everyone in the family under the Christmas tree, from the youngest to the eldest. I can see their eyes shining with happynes, this one is rare. Its embarassing to tell but gifts under the Christmas tree is regarded only for small kids in our family, and I know they are shocked in a very unfamiliar though familiar kinda way, I would have been the same.

Father said to me that my gift was the first gift he had ever got under the Christmas Tree, not to mention his childhood. A touching story fills my heart when he tells me of his childhood and how hard poverty had stuck our ancestors, and I am glad I am living up to their dreams. I can imagine what my families are thinking and it made me felt so much alive and thankful. 

How I wish for words to describe what I felt!! This Christmas has been the most special, the best Christmas ever!! Merry Christmas, everybody ...

Ep - 9 : I Din Leh Ang U

[Believe it or not, i won the SAY (Salvation Army Youth) Article/Essay Competition 2011. I felt a bit awkward and a bit shy to post my inglorious skill on literature; but since i got nothing more to share as of now, i'm posting it, just in case you wanna know. Its totally unprofessional, only constructive criticism please.. lol... (i have to post this one in Mizo as submitted in the competition, sorry to all my friends who can't read Mizo.. hope you'll understand... (its a bit long.. hihi) .. )] ^^

Chhandamna Sipai Pawl chuan kum 2011 thupui atan ‘I din leh ang u’ tih chu a hmang mek a, hetiang a thupui tha leh rinna kaihruai theitu thu khawng tak si leh nem tak si kan nei hi Chhandamna Sipaite kan vannei hle. Nehemia in Jerusalem kulh a tundin dawn khan “mite sawichhiata kan awm tawh loh nan, hawh u, I din thar leh ang u” tiin a mite hnenah a lo sawichhuak tawh a. He thu hi kum 1000 chuang liam tawh a sawi ni tawh mah sela vawiin ni thleng hian intuaithar nan, insiamthat nan a mi fuihtu tha tak a la ni reng a ni.

‘Din thar’ chuan bul tanna a kawk a, ‘din leh’ tih chuan din tawh sa tluchhe mek tundin lehna a kawk a ni. Din leh tih chu din thar tih nen thuhmun a sawi kawp a ni fo bawk a. Mahse tunge, enge din leh ngai chu? Engtia din leh tur nge? Tu in nge din leh dawn? Eng hmanrua nge hman tur? Chhanna a va kawkalh thei si em!

 Chhandamna Sipai Pawl chu Pawl anih angin Pawl reng reng chu mi 1 aia tam intelkhawm, tum bik (goal) nei leh an goal tihlawhtling tura chak taka hma la a intelkhawm an ni thin. Pawl reng rengah member tin hi an pawimawh a, member tel lovin Pawl a awm theilo a ni. Chuti a lo nih si chuan Chhandamna Sipai Pawl din that leh nan chuan mimal (member) tin te an pawimawh ber tihna a lo ni ang. Hruaitute pawh Pawl member atang thovin a ni an lo pian chhuah.

 Mimal tin te han inen (analyze) ta ila, kan member nihna Pawl ah hian kan chiang em? Kal pah mai mai a pawl member nih hi pawl thatna tur ber a ni em? Khawvel thil takah pawh pawl member kan nih chuan pawl dan in a phut hmasak ber chu ‘rinawmna’ a ni vek a, Chhandamna Sipai Pawl pawh hian pawl dang ang bawkin member tin te rinawmna a ngiat a ni. Chumi kawngah chuan kan tlakhniam tak avanga ‘I Din Leh Ang U’ tih thupui hmang kan niin a lang.

 Member tin ten hmasawn a din thar kan ngaihna lai hre tur chuan tuna kan dinhmun hriat chian a ngai a, tun dinhmun (present condition) hre map lo chuan din thar ngaihna lai ber hriat fuh a har hle ang. Tuna kan dinhmun hriatchianna leh kan nihna tur dik tak khaikhin in hmasawn kan ngaihna lai, din thar kan ngaihna lai hriat a awlsam ber. Chutah chuan tlabal lai te, awmlo lai te, awmlo tur awm te a hmuh theih a. Chutiang a lo awm zeuh pawhin chulai chu siamthat tur lai, din thar ngai lai chu a ni. Thir hi a chang tha a, a rinawm viau lai hian a hmun lo tura pawng emaw kawi a awm chuan a hnawksak a, rual a pawl lova a tangkai tur angin a tangkai zo lo thin. Thir chhut mam nan rawhna mei a ngai a, chutiang chiah chuan Thlarau Thianghlim, mei anga kangfai thin chu min siamtha turin, min chhu ngil turin kan mamawh a ni.

 Din thar kan ngaihna, kan chaklohna te chu mi tam zawk hi chuan kan inhria a, siamthat a ngai a ni tih pawh kan hre thin, mahse, kan chaklohna chu hmachhuan in van atanga thilmak lo thlen hun kan nghak chawt fo a, hei hi a dik ber angem? Insiamthat nan van manna kher beisei hi thawh loh hlawh lak tum ringtu nihna a ni thei angem? Thawk lo cuan ei pawh ei suh se tih inziak hi thlarau, rilru leh taksa lama hmasawn tura nawrna a ni. Thlarau Thianghlim hian tumah a tilui ngai lova mahse a nawr a, a tur thin a, hmanhmawh turin, dawhthei turin, insum turin, huaisen turin mi a fuih thin. Mahni dik lohna inhria a insiamthat ngam hi mi dik lohna sawichhuah sak a siamthat tum aiin a huaisen thlak zawk a ni.

Thenkhat chuan ‘Ka thovang a ka Pa hnenah ka kal teh ang’ tiin chaklohna ata chakna beisei in sual an kalsan a, a famkimlohna ata famkim zawkna chu a um in a um a; thenkhat chuan ‘Amah chu ring la, Aman a ti vek ang’ tih changchawi in automatic a din tharna chu rilru thlamuang takin, an awmhmunah an lo hmuak ve mek bawk a. Pathian lehkhabu kan en chuan Pathian a chet dawn tak tak hi chuan a mite hnenah tih tur engemaw a pe hmasa zel a ni. Israel fate kha thawklehkhatah a chhanchhuak thei Pharoh lak ata kha mahse beramno thisen a inthawina te a tih hmasak tir phawt; Mosia kha a awm mai mai lai kha thusawm pek a pe nghal thei, mahse Mosia kha Sinai tlangah lawn turin a ti tlat; Lal Isua khan uain kha a duh chuan a tipung thut thei, mahse bel ah tui chhung khat hmasa turin thu a pe; Chhangper leh Sangha kha Lal Isuan engtik lai pawhin a tipung thei, nimahse zirtirte kha tih tur a pe hmasa a ni. A thlawn liau liau a malsawmna kan dawn hi chu a awm ngei mai, Chhandamna chu kan thawhchhuah a ni lo, khawngaihna vang a ni, nimahsela Chhandam apiang ten tih tur an ngah ting mai a ni. ‘Dil rawh u, tichuan a pe ang che u’, ‘Mi au la ka chhang ang che, thil ropui leh inthup I hriat ngai loh chu ka entir ang che’ tih ziakah te pawh hian a petu aiin a pek turin tih tur a nei hmasa zel a ni. Pathian in min tihsak chu hahni ro vek khawpin sawi tur kan hria ang, mahse Hmangaihtu hi enge I pek let  ve le? A hmantlak ni turin eng chen hi nge I inpek? Din thar min duh a, malsawmna min tiam chu dawng turin din thar kan ngaihna lai kan surrender ngam apiangin kan chang mai dawn a ni.

 Hmasawn lo chu hnungtawlh a ni. Nausen chu a pian tirh in tap chungin a lo piang a, nuih dan a lo thiam leh a, bawkvak in a kal a thiam chho a, a lo changkang leh deuh a ke in a kal thei ta a, a hnuah chuan a lo tlan thei ta a. Nausen mahni a tlan rawk rawk rual tawh si in tah ringawt a thiam chuan rualbanlo a ni anga, a nih tur ang a ni zo lo tihna a ni, a khawngaihthlak awm khawp ang. Nausen chu kal zirtir a ni thin a mahse a thiamna tak tak zawk chu amah a kal a zirna chu a ni. Kan dinhmun ngai renga kan awm chuan Pathian ram tan a va sawt duh awm lo ve! Malsawm a hnekin anchhia dawnna a ni.

             Chak taka awm turin thupek kan ni a, chak taka tlan erawh chu tluk sual a awl. Midang ruala tlan thiam a pawimawh. ‘Ka tlu’ kan tih fo chhan tam tak hi chu thlemna tamna hmunah mahni kan inbarh luih vangte hi a ni fo a, tlan chak luatah min Hruaitu tur ber tlansan hi a pawi thin. Thusawitu pakhat sawi ka hriat reng chu, “Chirhdiak a kan awm reng chuan chirh kan kai nge nge”, tih a sawi kha a ni. Awmze ril tak a neiin ka hria. Chirhdiak a awm reng tih hre chungin kan kal lui a, hel mai awm tak hi Pathian rinchhan ve deuhreuh si in kan kal a ring tak tak leh mang si lovin. Mi tihdan kan hria a kan han ti ve tak na a a tibawrhbangtu ah kan tang leh lawi si a. Mahni leh mahni chhiatna kan inbarh hi a awm fo reng a ni. Rin ai hian thiamloh chang kan tam khawp ang rorelna niah hian, kan ngaih ang ngawt hi a ni dawn lo.

             Politics taka rawngbawl hi Setana zia a ni. Politics han tih hian political party tihna ni lovin, mahni hmasaial taka rawngbawl, rawngbawl chhan aia rawngbawlna ngaipawimawh, lansarh duh vanga rawngbawl hi a ni. Chutiang rawngbawlna chu a langsar a, Pathian thu aiin style ah a kalral a, changkanna ah a zuzi mai thin. Mahni in promote tum ran chunga rawngbawlna hian Lal Krista hmai ah chirh an theh a ni. Kan rawngbawlna a changkang tur a ni a, a hunlai mil in style pawh a nei tur a ni ngei a nimahsela a hmasa tur hi hmasa se, a nih tur angin ni sela engkim mai hi a lo fel vek zawk a. Kross thu chu boral mekte tan chuan atna a ni reng a, awm ang ve takin kohhran rawng a bawl vak theih. Lucifera kha politician hmasa ber a ni.

            Ringtu luhlul hi ringlo mi aiin an hnawksak a, hre ve luam si a zawm duh lo hi kan tam a ni. Pathian thu awihlo han ti ila thih ngam sakin an tang ngam leh lawi si a, tawngka maiin Pathian an fak a ni, hetiang hi chu Setana pawhin a thei, keini ai hian Pathian thu a zawm hnem zawk mah hial maithei. Pathian thuah chuan ‘Ring tikhawng tlat chu thawklehkhatah tih tliah in a awm ang’ a ti a, he category zingah hian mi tam tak kan awm ngei in a rinawm. Tunlai tawng takin ‘Mawl-Confi’ tih tur hi kan awm nawk maithei a ni thlarau lamah hian. Pawngpaw thlamuang ve ringawt, hria inti taka Pathian ngaihsak awm taka awm si a Pathian mite daltu ni tlat bawk si te chung a pik e. Chung mite chuan Pathian fate tan tlukna an siam a ni. Diabola hi ama kohhran (Setanic Church) ai chuan Kristiante kianga awm hi nuam a ti zawk a, a hlawkpui ve thei hle. Kristiante tihchhiatna awlsam ber chu pawm lam atanga bumna ni lovin chhunglam atanga bumna a ni. Chutiang bumna chu mi 1 lek a a hlawhtlin pawhin nghawng tam tak a nei a Setana ram a lo darh ta thin. Chutiang hmanrua nih chu tuman kan duh lo chung hian kan ni tlat si thin a ni. Sual la tem lo sualna phei chu a bet nghet in Krista tello Kristianna rei tak a neih theih. General William Booth hrilhlawkna te kha a thleng dik mek a ni. Simna tello piantharna hi Pathian ngaih a tenawm a ni. Piangthar hmingpu in, kohhran ah rawngbawltu rinawm tak a nih ve theih, Lal Krista hmel hliahtu rinawm tak nih hi thil har a ni lo.

             Tumah sawiselbo kan awm lo; that tum, thei si lo, Krista zara fai mai vek kan ni. Mahse Krista hian min nghak reng dawn lo, hun tha kan neih chhun hi a liam thuai dawn. Talent min pek – zai theihna, tawng theihna, hna thawh theihna, etc. te hi Lalpa ram tan kan tihpun loh chuan Bible ngei a ziak talent tipunglo a hremna ang kha kan chang ve mai dah ange. Chhandamna hi utawk tur vawn chi a ni lova, khur zawih zawih chung pawh a hman tur zawk a ni. Anin min hria e kan ngaihtuahna zawng pawh, kan lungngaih chang pawhin kan tawngtaina min hriatsak. Krista hming putu te chuan kan ralthuam inbel a mahni ngei inhneh in Pathian ram la turin in din thar a hun tawh takzet a ni. Kan tih tur kan tih loh avang hian kan chhungkua, kan vengchhung, kan ram kan tichhe zo tawh. Mahni hi dik ila, Pathian lama kan tan tlat chuan kan ram kan hnam kan chhandam thei dawn zuk nia. Sipai hote Lalpa, a thutiam phelh tawh ngai lova khan a siam che Ama chen nan, chak tak leh huai takin lo awm phawt mai rawh. Mi ten min sawichhiat tawh loh nan leh Lal Krista an chawimawi theih nan hawh u, I din thar leh ang u.

Ep - 8: 1Gb HDD?

One fine day, I was strolling around one of the finest computer peripherals market place in the Aizawl city. Its was a mild and charming day, the day was not hot or cold, it was completely moderate and the best part is that it was a holiday :) ..

I was planning to buy myself a new tablet (Apple iPad vs Google iPad) and whenever I want to buy myself something nice I never do it in a hurry and the day was perfect in every way. But little do I know that I could get in a very confusing situation that could ruin my whole day.

Relaxed and happy with myself and content with all the cool gadgets waiting for me on the display spread I pointed towards one tablet netbook for a test spin just to know its worth, and I was enjoying it. As I was chattering with the sales-man at the counter a fluffy man came up to me (I want to say 'FAT' but that would be rude.. :p ..lol). 

"Would you want to buy my laptop?"

"Pardon!?"... ( o_O)

"I want to sell my laptop coz i'm buying a new one"..

"Oh! Thats great"

"Do you want to test it?" (taking out his Dell Inspiron laptop and spreading it before me)

"No thank you, i'm seeking tablet versions, I got two laptops already, i'm sorry"

And so, my eyes gaze again on the cute gadgets on my hand.. the fluffy guy then starts to blabber again and it would be impolite to simply ignore the poor guy...

"How much will you pay, we will negotiate at a very good price", that what I heard next...

Looking at him almost get me on my nerves (the cruel basher..arrrrrhhh!!) which an over preserved guys like me dont often socialize with. But I can somewhat feel that he is in a desperate need of help. So in my mind I decided to help this poor persistent fellow.

"What is the price?",.. come straight out of my mouth.. unknowingly of course..

"I'll give you for Rs.*5000, I ain't got much time for my departure and I'm running out on cash please help me" .. the old grinch heart somewhat melts and I asked him the configuration.

"Its a 15inch display, Dell Inspiron, webcam, fingerprints recognition....etc..blah blah blah"

"How much is the RAM memory?"

"1Gb Sir"

"And the hard disk" (oops.. I used HDD on the title, abbreviated for Hard Disk... aight!)

"1Gb Sir"

"No, I mean to ask the hard disk and not the RAM"

"It is 1Gb Sir"

"Excuse me!! Are  you sure its only 1Gb"

"It is Sir, I have used this laptop for 3 years, and repaired it for 5 times already, I know this laptop very well.. though im not a tech-savvy but this one is really good, you won't be disappointed Sir"

"WHAT!!!" (you should have seen the look on my face... gawk!!)

I asked him thrice if he mistook it and the same replies came... OMG...

Poor me!! It was funny at the moment and a thought come up to my mind that I should tell this fellow the naked truth that I am not interested at all in buying his laptop. But his persitance won't allow me to leave him. Finally after all the "NO's" he is convinced that im not buying it. 

"Sir would you at least help me sell it?" came faintly..

My sympathy ... Swap our numbers and away I go... Not buying anything but disturbia in this topsy turvy land...

So here I am selling for the fluffy guy, a laptop used for 3years, went to 5 major repairs, 1Gb RAM and 1Gb Hard Disk too... I wished he sell it out...
Later that day I got a call from the shop manager explaining that he has been bugging people like that for many days and that the laptop is a rejected hardware failure and there is no motherboard inside it... (it was very light... no wonder).. my sympathy almost made me fall into a trap.. little do I know that day would made me wiser..

Ep - 7 : Judas Vs Me

“Chuvangin benga kan hriatte kha thahnmengai takin kan pawisa lehzual tur a ni, chutilochuan kan tawlh bo hlauh dah ang e.” Hebrai 2:1. “Benga hriatna mai zawngin ka hre tawh chia, mahse, tunah zawng ka hmu ta che; Chuvang tak chuan ka inten a, vut leh vaivuta thuin ka sim ta e” Joba 42:5,6

    Fiahin kan awm fova, thlemin kan awm fo bawk a. Thlemna leh fiahna erawh hriatpawlh awl hle mah se thliar thiam a tha zawk hle. Fiahna chu test a nih angin chhel taka tawrh a ngaihna hmunah a lo lang thuai thin. Kan duh loh zawng tak thil thleng a lo awm te hi fiahna a ni fo thin reng a.  “Mangan ni a I chauh mai chuan, I rinna a bei tham a ni”. Thlemna erawh chu kan rilru in a duh ngawih ngawih thin, a chak ngawih ngawih, chhan mumal tak vanga kan bansan tawh ti leh tura fuihna leh palzam tirna a ni. Thlemna hmanga fiah kan ni fova, chu fiahna paltlangte chu Pathian ngaih a mi lian te an ni. Thlemna paltlang hnuah pawh chuan fiahna a la awm ta fova. Kan chak lohna hmunah ngei mai fiahin kan awm thin; chu fiahna paltlang leh tuar tang tangte chuan malsawmna duhawm tak an chhar chhuak a, thununna khirh tak leh tawrh hrehawm tak an paltlang takte pawh chu an tan lawmna tizualtu a lo chang thin.

    Mi luhlul nafam chu Pathian hrechang lo lek in ka lo khawsa leh ta a, Pathian tana ka rinawm thin tluk zet chuan ka rinawm lovin ringlo mi te nen danglam map lovin Diabola chuan min man bet a. Chutihlai chuan tumahin ka hnenah lo kalin min tawngtai sak lova, chutiang ti turin tumah ka beisei lo bawk a. Biak In lam ka va hawi chuan an lo hmanhlel hlawm hle a; thalaite chu hla zir leh sport buai in an lo buai a, Nu ho lah chuan buhfai tham leh fehchhuahna tur an lo buaipui ve mek bawk a, Pa ho chu hnatlang in an lo hmanhlel em em a, naupang lam te pawh chu an chak zawng zawng tiin a velah chuan an lo awm ve bawk a, an hlim hle mai. An zinga hlim taka awm ve chu ka chak rualin ka ngaisang tehchiam bik chuang lova. Mi hmanhlel tak tak vek an ni, kei pawh chu zu zawngin ka buai ve viau tho a. Pathian khawngaihna ka chungah a lo lang a ka piangthar ve ta! Ka va lawm em! Mi buai tak takte karah chuan ka khawsa ve ta a, rin aiin a lo nuam khawp mai. Chutia hlim taka ka awm lai chuan ralkhata zu rui pakhat kan awmna lam hawi a min thlir dauh dauh chu ka va hmu a, nui suk chungin a inher a, a kalbo ta a. Chu pa chu Biak In atang chuan thenkhat chuan an hmu lova thenkhat chuan an hmu a, engtinmah ti lo chuan an tihlai chu an tih zawm leh ta mawlh mawlh a. Chu pa ang chu ka ni thin tih reng ka lo theihnghilh hman der tawh a. Ni reilote ah chu pa chu YMA tlangau in a boral thu a puang ta mai a. Pathian fak a ka hlim viau lai chu ka hlim thei ta reng reng lova. Ka hlim lohna avang chuan mawhpuh tur ka zawng ruai a, mahse ka hmu zo si lova.

    Ka hlim lohna chu Setana min beihna ah puh in ka buai ngai chuan Biak In lamah chuan ka buai chhunzawm ve leh ta a, mahse chu hlim lohna chu eng vanga lo awm ngawt nge tih chu ka la hrethiam chuang lova. SAY Fellowship ah chuan ka hla duh ber mai, ropuina a ka kaisan hunah pawh he hla hi chu ka ruang chunga sak atana a ka hual ngei mai, General John Cowans hla phuah, "A hmangaih a ngai reng fo, chiang takin a hria che, sawmna hnar tawh vangin beidawng lo la, a diltu hnenah a pe a khawngaihna mak chu, a hmangaih che a la nghak reng a che" tih hla chu kan sa a, thinlung zawng zawngin ka sa a, ka tan a phuah bik ni hliah hliah hian ka hria. Mittui tla zawih zawih chuan mithar ka nihna chu ka lawm a. Ka hlim em em lai chu a tawp leh ta thut. A chhan zawt in ka fianrial hunah chuan Pathian hmaa ka inlan lai chuan ka zawt ta a, chhanna ka dawn chuan ka duhna lam lamah min kaltir thei ta lo, "Ka tih tur chu ka hlen zo tawh, nangin I tih tur I ti ve em?" tih zawhna chuan ka damchhung hian min umzui tawh ang.

    Krista Isua in, "I tih tur chu ti rawh le" a tih ve tho Juda Iskariota kha Isua zirtir sual tak anih kan hre lova, Lal Isua a phatsan hma kha chuan. Isua kalna apiangah a zui ve a, tih tur tul apiang pawh ti ve in, Lal Isua zirtir leh rawngbawltu a ni ve reng a. Mahse fiahna hun a lo thleng ta! Tangka awhna avangin a phat ta mai kha a ni a, chhuan zawng zawng dem a hlawh a, 'phatsantu' tiin kan kawh rawn tak hi.

    Juda Iskariota sualna chu kan hmuchiang kher mai, 'chuti chuan ti zawk se' kan ti thei fur a, mahse keini hi enge maw ka nih bik le? Ani aia kan felna chu enge ni? Juda Iskariota kha chuan a sur a sa hnuaiah a zui; keini hian chutiang chu kan ti ve em? Juda Iskariota khan vawi khat a phatsan; vawi engzat nge Lal Isua hi kan lo phatsan tawh? Juda Iskariota khan rosum awh vangin tangka in a hralh a, keini chuan tangka chu sawi loh, phatsan theih dan kawng awm zawng zawngin kan phatsan a ni lawm ni!

    'Ka phatsan ve lo' tiin I la tang em? I tih tur I tih loh khan I tih loh tur I ti tihna a lo ni a, chu lo liama phatsanna. Lalpa aw hi chu kan hre thin a, mahse kan hnena thu lo sawi ve reng hmelmapa aw zawk, a tak ang ve tak chu kan zawm thin a, mahni inthiam chawp in kan thiltih te chu theihnghilh a pawm zam kan tum thin. Thil pawmzam hi a thatna lai awm ve mah sela sawi tur tam a awm lo. Rilru fim pawh hmang lova tih mai mai hi setana lawm tawk rawngbawlna a ni. Rawngbawlna ngai a neih hi a tha viau e, mahse hmangaihna tel lo rawngbawlna chu darbenthek ri mai mai ai pawhin a hnawk zawk. Pathian rawngbawl nia inngai si in mahni rawng kan bawl fova, mi ten an hlut leh si loh in kan vui a, mawhpuh tur kan zawng ruai a; a bul fuk, keimahni erawh chu ngaihtuah chhuah pawh kan duh lo.

    Tumahin kan tidik vek seng bik lo, Juda Iskariota te, Simon Petera te pawhin an thei bik lo; hre reng chunga I tih loh erawh chu sual a ni. Thudik hriat hi kan diklohna ah chuan hriat a nuamlo thin, tupawh chutiang chu kan ni e. Nimahsela, tlawm ngam hi ringtu nun ah hian a lo pawimawh a nih hi. Dikna leh felna kan um tur a ni, chutih lai chuan kan dik lohna ah chuan kan tlawm ngam apiangin Lalpa ropuina chuan min chhuntlang thin dawn a lo ni. General William Booth chuan. "The greatness of a man's power is the measure of his surrender.", tiin a lo sawi tawh a, "Mi chak tehna chu a inpumpekna/inphahniamna atangin a ni" tih pawhin duhlian tawngin a lehlin theih ang.

    Mi pakhat ringawt pawh hi kan pawimawh a ni. Miin a diklo zawk an zawh mek tih hre chunga kawng dik ka hriat chu ka kawhmuh si loh chuan ka tan sual a ni. Kawng diklo zawk chu dik emaw tiin kum tam tak zawh ta sela, a tawpah chhiatna thleng ta si sela ka chung a va pik dawn em! Pathian lawmzawng a ni hauh lovang. Dik ni a kan hriat a lo dik loh pawhin a dik zawk chu pawm ngam hi a huaisen thlak hle. Kan pianthar tirh hian kan famkim nghal lo tih hi kan pawm a mahse famkim nghal ang maiin kan inngai lawi si a, zirlai (student) kan nihna kan theihnghilh a, a hun lovah zirlai kan nihna kan hmatheh leh si chuan a diklo vel vek tawh tihna a ni thin.

    Kan dik tur a ni, tawngka maiin Lalpa kan fak lovang. Mawihnai zawng a Lalpa rawngbawltu chu hlawhfa mai a ni. Kan felna te hian kawng tinrengah ringlo mite felna a khum si loh chuan enge kan danglamna? Khawi ramthim hian nge khawnvar chhitu ah min ngai ang? Hei hi inzawt teh, thiamloh chantir thei che engemaw I ti mek em? Ka chanchin hi ziakin awm ve ta sela Juda Iskariota chanchin ang mai hi a ni angem? Tunah hian mi rinawm ka ni em? Huaisen takin ka chhanna hi Lalpa hmaah ka dinpui ngam angem? Eng chu nge ka tih tur chu le?

Ep - 6 : Din thar ka ngai em?

             Kum 2011 chu kawng chanve kan lo zo leh ta der mai! Hetih rual hian mitin te eng chen in nge ‘din thar’ kan nih tawh le? Kum bul lama kan dinhmun atang khan hma kan sawn nge kan hnungtawlh le? Pen khat lek tal pawhin hma kan sawn em nge ni a kan ngaihdan pathian chung zelin ‘hmasawnna tur ka nei ve lo, ka ngai ve lo, ka tha tawk a ni’ kan la ti tluang zel zawk? Ringtu nun chuan hma a sawn tur a ni a, hmasawnna hian thankin ni reng a nei lo. Kan Bibul han bih chiah mah ila, engkim hi chihnih ah then phawk a ni zel a, ‘I lum a I vawh si loh avangin..’ titu hian hmasawn turin min duh a ni. Hma kan sawn lo anih chuan kan hnungtawlh tihna nen a lo inang reng mai! 

            Krista Sipai huaisen chu Sipai Hote Lalpa hmaah a tlawm ngam tur angin kan dinhmun I han in ennawn leh teh ang u, ringtu zawng zawngte chuan indona thianghlim kan bei a ni. Hmasawn thei tur chuan kan famkim lohna lai pawh humhim mai lovin kan tlawmsan a ngai fo a ni. Mi famkim tumah an awm lo tak a, mahse Jehova hian chumi rilru pu reng tur chuan min duh hauh lovang, kan chaklohna te pawh chu hmanrua ah hmangin kan chakna ah min siam sak a tiam a, he leiah hian famkim dawn lo mah ila kan theihtawp a hmasawn chu kan chanah ruat a ni si. Kawng dik zawk min kawhhmuh turin Thlarau Thianghlim a inpeih e, sawmtute a hnar ngai lo. Tunge Lal tan ding ngam a, dikna tan ngam a, din thar lehzelna thlahlel tute chu? Hei leh chen min Hruaitu hian min din thar a duh a ni, nang leh kei hi ring tikhauh zingah kan tel palh ange.

Ep - 5 : Engkim mai hi...

            Engkim mai hi a nih tur ang hian kal mai se, engkim hi a fel in a dik mai a lo ni. Kan tih tur dik tak kan tih leh kan tih loh tur kan tih loh mai hi khawvel siamthatna atan a tha ber. Ni chu ni, nilo chu nilo. Kan thanmawhbawk hi han chhui han chhui mah ila a bul chu mi pakhat emaw aia tamin a tih tur a lo tih that loh vang te a lo ni duh chawk. Mihring inzahtawnna kan neih theuh avangin hmaichhana inhrilh tawp a harsa thin. Hrilh hnu pawha a ngai reng kan ni thin hi chu a dik lo a ni. Insiamthatna tur kan inhre lo anih pawhin chakna thar kan dil fo a ngai, mihring hi chu tisual thei dinhmun a ding reng kan nih avangin tawngtaina neih tam hi a tangkai a, Pathian in min zirtir turin Thlarau Thianghlim min pe a, min zirtir dawn a ni. Thuawih taka lo dawnsawn mai tur. Ka rawngbawlna ka hlen loh hian kei aiin ka rawngbawlpui, ka rawngbawl sak te hian an tuar a, sengkhawm sa tidarhtu ah ka tang thei a ni. Kan inpe anih chuan thuawih turin, mi tangkai ni turin, theihtawp chhuah tura inpe kan nih angin kan inpekna tihlawhtling tura beisei kan ni. Kan hlen zo lo anih chuan hlen zo turin hma kan lak a ngai, kan thei ngang lo anih chuan inhnuhdawh mai tur ni awm tak a ni. Ruat kan nih pawhin ruat kan nihna kan pawm anih si chuan kan mawhphurhna, kan tih tur chu hlen tur a ni. Title hian mawhphurhna a keng tel a ni. Theih zawng leh theih loh zawng chu kan nei theuh mai, kan tih theih reng kan tih loh hian a pawi ta thin a ni.
            Kristiante tum ber chu Thlarau bo chhandam a ni a Thlarau bo kan chhanchhuah leh si loh chuan kan hlawhchham a ni. Nihna kan neihte pawh hi thlarau bo chhanchhuahna tura hmahruaitu nihna a ni. Kan inhriat ai hian kan pawimawh a, mite nun kan khawih a ni. I inthlahdah lovang u, chak lehzual zawkna chu I beisei tlat ang u. Kan inthlahdah loh zawngin a hun takah kan seng dawn si a.
            “Sipaihote LALPA chuan heti hian a ti: In kawngte chu chhut ngun rawh u.” - Hagaia 1:7

Ep - 4 : Easter Sunday

            Easter Sunday lo thlen rual hian kumtin, zing ni chhuah hma a, Salvation Army Corps Band hrang hrang ten ‘A tho ta!’ ti a Krista thawhlehna hriatpuina tlangau pui thawm rimawi khawpui hmun tin a thangkhawk chuah chuah hriat te hian thinlai a va’n dek thin em! 2009 Delhi Safdarjung bial zaipawl in 'A Tho Leh Ta' action nen a kan sak tum te pawh a ngaihawm vung vung khawp mai, a tawp dawn a ban kan phar sual zauh bakah kan lo 'whoo!' hma hret lehnghal a; ka ding langsar ropui si a ka zak ru ve khawp mai khatih hunlai kha chuan. Dr.Manuni ka bulah a ding hlauh a ka zak lo der mai mai. 

           Kristian te vanneihna, thihna pawhin a ngam loh Chatuan Nunna peka kan awmna ni champha kan lo thleng leh ta. Chhiartu zawng zawngte Thawhlehna Ni Champha, Easter Sunday chibai ka buk a che u. Min thlahtu hmasa Adama leh Evi te’n dan thupek pakhat an bawhchhiatna chuan nasa takin anmahni leh an thlahte min nghawng a, van indona nasa tak chu mihring te chungah a lo tla ta. Ngaihdam kan nih theih nan Pathian Fapa thisen ngei a inthawi a ngai ta tlat mai, a rapthlak in a va ropui em! Adama leh Evi chuan dan pakhat an bawhchhia, keini hian engzat nge kan bawhchhiat ang le? Vawikhat bawhchhiatna chuan nghawng thui tak a nei. Kan Pathian hi mi namai a ni lo, a thu a sut leh ngailo, sut leh ai chuan a Fapa pawh thi hial khawp a hrem chu a rem a ti zawk hial a ni. Kristian Sakhua vuantu nih ringawt hi a tawk lo, Kristian dik tak kan ni ngei tur a ni. Juda Iskariawta chuan tangka tlemte in Krista chu a hralh a, a phatsan a, keini erawh chuan TV te, changkang lo nih hlauhna te, Computer games te, internet te hmangin, hna lama buaina te, mut mai mai thlan zawkna hmang te in, kan nuam tih zawng hmangin Krista hi vawi tam kan hralh mek a ni.
             Kan hnathawhna / zirlai theuh chu kan ngaipawimawh tur a ni, mahse Krista hmasa zawk rawh se, LAL rawngbawlna hi a ve lek zawk a kan ngai anih chuan kan chan tur malsawmna kan dawng thei hauh lovang. Kristian chu hmasawn zel tur kan ni, hmasawnna tur kan nei theuh, chuvang tak chuan Easter Sunday hi kan hman tangkai a ngai ta, I chak lohna ata lo tho chhuak rawh, kan chaklohna te min hriatpui a min tanpui dawn a ni; nun thar, rilru thar, chakna thar, hlimna thar, malsawmna thar nei turin Easter Sunday ah hian  malsawm I ni e.

Ep - 3 : Why I should be HAPPY

           Wake up this morning with happy thoughts, smiling, hoping this day would be a better day and I thanked the good Lord for granting me again this blessed day. I can’t stop recalling the past, how I have lived, fight and struggled through everyday obstacles. I must admit that there are times when I feel like crying, so lost in the dark wilderness that I wish my life would have ended. Yes, I am a man, I have cried,  I have fears, I won't lie. It is not my choice to get hurt but in reality what goes around comes around, nobody to blame, only me. I must also admit that there are times when I felt so happy and embraced that the world seems to stop there to let me have my share of happiness. Most of all I am most pleased to share that the Almighty God who died for me on the Cross leads me. He wants me to experience, learn and evolve through life. Whatever comes my way, I know He has a plan, He has turned my mourning into dancing, my sorrows into joy.

            I have been blessed countless of times and yet this weak human ran away from Him, never thought I would cross my mind and turn my back on the Lord, my only shelter from the storm but instead I draw closer to these tides. But now I pray let anything comes, let anything happen, it’s alright if it brings glory to Jesus, let alone the suffering, it’s alright for I am not alone, I can only imagine getting stronger in the light of love.

            Thank you Jesus for leading me to this very day, my birthday. I am sorry for all the times I have wronged you. I love you Jesus with all my heart for you have loved me first, and I chose you above all for you have chosen me above all things, nothing will ever change who I am forever in You.

            My friends and family… can’t live without em’. Don’t know what I would ever be without them. The hardest thing having a large number of friends being having to treat them… again and again!! They never tend to forgot my birthday !! … hihi.. Right now even some of them are secretly planning a surprise surprise!!! .. but heck!, they are as easy to read as easy as reading the palm of my hands :) I already know what they might be planning to do. Let’s pretend I know nothing for the time being at least not to spoil the fun. My office is going to be really messy… I can tell it!! Hmm.. wonder what my friends at home are planning!!??

Ep - 2 : Midnight snack.

Whew!! What a busy week!

Friday night was as usual, time for Editorial Board of 'Hnehna Eng' weekly newspaper to compose and finalize the new issue. It usually is a hectic job to collect all the news inside and outside of our locality. As a News Editor it is my job to collect all the relevant news relating to Church and Christianity, and guess what, all the news within one week has to fit in a single page and sometimes a single column. But still, I LIKE IT!!

Then comes the smooth and easy saturday.. wohooo!! I can sleep a bit longer in the morning for I was up late the night before. I connected my two laptops with a LAN cable and shift some files here and there, while waiting I did some editing on my PC, my precious 'Hnehna Eng' copy for web publishing was all my task for the day. Stayed online the whole day, sleep and eat.. hihi... might not seem fun to you but it sure is heaven for me after all the tiring work at the office throughout the week. Black coffee on my hand, cookies, chips and chocolates waiting for me to munch them up, a new movie to watch... aaaaaaah! this is soothing.. Got a prank call... adds the number to blacklist names, a call from my alumni Amitians... then back to my movie. It was raining heavily with storms and the electricity went out for a minute or two, which was predictible.

Late at night I was bored again of facebook Vampire Wars and went down to the living room to have some midnight snack and watch TV, make a print copy of 'Hnehna Eng' for cross check and watch some more boring stuffs on the TV .. Then like a lighning struck my mind... is this even what people called 'life'??

Ep - 1 : Black or White

      Friday zan kan hla zir zo chu thian te nen thingpui in pahin kan titi mai mai a, ka cousin Ruby chuan a mi rin loh deuh deuh te an lo fel zia leh a mi rin tak tak te an lo fel leh si loh zia a sawi chhuak pek a. Kan lo bengkhawn hlawm viau ni tur a ni, midang ho pawh chuan kan ngaih dan leh kan lo tawn tawh te kan sawi chhuak ve nak nak hlawm a, kei pawh chuan tlem azawng chu ka share ve a.

      In lamah ka haw hnu pawh chuan ka ngaihtuahna a ti thui hle mai. Ka tihdan pangai te in kuhva cheng 10 man leh sikret ka lei phak ve tawk cheng 25 man Wills Navy Cut regular size chu ka lei haw a, computer start-up pahin ka bad habit sikret leh kuhva chu kan ti leh suam suam phawt a. Facebook ah ka login a, tweeter ka check bawk a, RSS feeds update ka en zuai zuai leh a. A hma lawk a ka ngaihtuah ngai bawk chuan ka rilru a luah thar leh ta tlat mai!

      Pathian thu inzep tel tlat a hriatna ka neih chu ka han chhui nawn leh a, Facebook a 'Bethlehem Vengthlang Run' chatbox ah chuan ho te te hian thiante ho ka va kap zauh zauh pah a, ka ngaihtuah chhuah nge ni a, Pathian hnen atanga ka dawn ka ti dawn zawk, engkim hian tha lam leh chhe lam a nei a, mihring pawh hian tha lam leh chhe lam kan nei vek a. Thenkhat chu anmahni rau rau ah a chhe lam in a hnehchhuh a, a then chu a tha lam in, chutiang chu kan lo ni mai mai hlawm. Misual kan tih te pawh hian felna leh thatna an lo nei ve vek mai, mahse an mize tha lo lam in a ei ral mai an lo ni. Pathian Thu pawh hian 'good' leh 'bad' side balance tir min lo tum nasa mai hi a lo ni. Thawkkhat deuh lai atang tawh khan 'peace with yourself' tih tawngkam hi ka hre fuh tawh a, chumi ka han hmehbel chiah phei chuan a lo in lairem hle mai zuk nia! Synod Choir hla sak mawi ka tih ve em em pawh chu resource tha tak an lo ni chho lehzel a 'Van Indona' hla ka ngaihthlak fo, a hla thu ka support em em lai pawh chu hmanraw hriam tak ah an chang zo, van indona aia nasa zawk keimah ah hian a thleng fo thin tih hi ka hria a, a chhia leh tha, keimah a mi 2 awm, lal inchuh reng mai te pawh chu ka hrechhuak zuai zuai mai.

      "Kei hi mite hian engtin nge min hmuh ve ang le? An rin aiin ka fel nge ka sual?", tih te chuan min chhui let a, midang chunga ka thiltih tawh te chu ka chhui let mai mai a, thenkhat ah chuan thiamloh ka chang chiang bang mai a, thenkhat ah chuan a ngai kawi tu tan chuan thiamloh ka chang thei tih te pawh ka hria a, chutiang case bikah chuan ka thiamthu sawi theihna tur zawng zawng ka sawmkhawm a, ka han inbuk tak tak chuan tihsual emaw thiamloh hul hualna ka lo nei lo reng reng... mi fel ka va han ni teh lul em!!!

       Mahse..... mi fel nge ka nih a mi tha??? Fel nazawng hi mi tha tak an ni kher lo tih chu ka idealogy a ni ngei mai si... thiamchan lohna reng reng neilo a ka inhriat hnu ah pawh midang lakah chuan misual ka lo la ni thei tho mai. Zaipawl ah ka tui a, nuam ka ti a, thahnem pawh ka ngai hle a, inti neitu ber te zinga mi ka ni; ka member pui thenkhat ti tha peih lo emaw hmasawn tum lo lutuk ka hmuh chuan ka hau titih mai zel a, chutiang ah pawh chuan keia ngaihdan ah chuan thiltha ka ti a ni, ka fel a ni, mahse ka thiante tan chuan misual, an rilru ti na tu ka lo ni reng thei.. Heta tanga ka zirchhuah chu, kan ngaihdan ringawt a kan mum hian a fair lo a ni... Sawi tur a va tam em!! Sawi zawm turah khek rih teng....

Welcome 2011

     Happy New Year 2011 everyone :) !! its been a while since i blogged, i closed my previous blogs coz i was too lazy to continue :D .. anyway, i decided to blog again this year, with new strength and insights and share my thoughts with the world again, and be one again.. so, thanx to all my fans and friends who have faith in me and make me wanna blog again.. :) .. thanx to u all..u r truly an inspiration...  do subscribe my blog, enjoy, feedback anytime and lets share our own worlds.. peace out..