Ep - 3 : Why I should be HAPPY

           Wake up this morning with happy thoughts, smiling, hoping this day would be a better day and I thanked the good Lord for granting me again this blessed day. I can’t stop recalling the past, how I have lived, fight and struggled through everyday obstacles. I must admit that there are times when I feel like crying, so lost in the dark wilderness that I wish my life would have ended. Yes, I am a man, I have cried,  I have fears, I won't lie. It is not my choice to get hurt but in reality what goes around comes around, nobody to blame, only me. I must also admit that there are times when I felt so happy and embraced that the world seems to stop there to let me have my share of happiness. Most of all I am most pleased to share that the Almighty God who died for me on the Cross leads me. He wants me to experience, learn and evolve through life. Whatever comes my way, I know He has a plan, He has turned my mourning into dancing, my sorrows into joy.

            I have been blessed countless of times and yet this weak human ran away from Him, never thought I would cross my mind and turn my back on the Lord, my only shelter from the storm but instead I draw closer to these tides. But now I pray let anything comes, let anything happen, it’s alright if it brings glory to Jesus, let alone the suffering, it’s alright for I am not alone, I can only imagine getting stronger in the light of love.

            Thank you Jesus for leading me to this very day, my birthday. I am sorry for all the times I have wronged you. I love you Jesus with all my heart for you have loved me first, and I chose you above all for you have chosen me above all things, nothing will ever change who I am forever in You.

            My friends and family… can’t live without em’. Don’t know what I would ever be without them. The hardest thing having a large number of friends being having to treat them… again and again!! They never tend to forgot my birthday !! … hihi.. Right now even some of them are secretly planning a surprise surprise!!! .. but heck!, they are as easy to read as easy as reading the palm of my hands :) I already know what they might be planning to do. Let’s pretend I know nothing for the time being at least not to spoil the fun. My office is going to be really messy… I can tell it!! Hmm.. wonder what my friends at home are planning!!??

Ep - 2 : Midnight snack.

Whew!! What a busy week!

Friday night was as usual, time for Editorial Board of 'Hnehna Eng' weekly newspaper to compose and finalize the new issue. It usually is a hectic job to collect all the news inside and outside of our locality. As a News Editor it is my job to collect all the relevant news relating to Church and Christianity, and guess what, all the news within one week has to fit in a single page and sometimes a single column. But still, I LIKE IT!!

Then comes the smooth and easy saturday.. wohooo!! I can sleep a bit longer in the morning for I was up late the night before. I connected my two laptops with a LAN cable and shift some files here and there, while waiting I did some editing on my PC, my precious 'Hnehna Eng' copy for web publishing was all my task for the day. Stayed online the whole day, sleep and eat.. hihi... might not seem fun to you but it sure is heaven for me after all the tiring work at the office throughout the week. Black coffee on my hand, cookies, chips and chocolates waiting for me to munch them up, a new movie to watch... aaaaaaah! this is soothing.. Got a prank call... adds the number to blacklist names, a call from my alumni Amitians... then back to my movie. It was raining heavily with storms and the electricity went out for a minute or two, which was predictible.

Late at night I was bored again of facebook Vampire Wars and went down to the living room to have some midnight snack and watch TV, make a print copy of 'Hnehna Eng' for cross check and watch some more boring stuffs on the TV .. Then like a lighning struck my mind... is this even what people called 'life'??

Ep - 1 : Black or White

      Friday zan kan hla zir zo chu thian te nen thingpui in pahin kan titi mai mai a, ka cousin Ruby chuan a mi rin loh deuh deuh te an lo fel zia leh a mi rin tak tak te an lo fel leh si loh zia a sawi chhuak pek a. Kan lo bengkhawn hlawm viau ni tur a ni, midang ho pawh chuan kan ngaih dan leh kan lo tawn tawh te kan sawi chhuak ve nak nak hlawm a, kei pawh chuan tlem azawng chu ka share ve a.

      In lamah ka haw hnu pawh chuan ka ngaihtuahna a ti thui hle mai. Ka tihdan pangai te in kuhva cheng 10 man leh sikret ka lei phak ve tawk cheng 25 man Wills Navy Cut regular size chu ka lei haw a, computer start-up pahin ka bad habit sikret leh kuhva chu kan ti leh suam suam phawt a. Facebook ah ka login a, tweeter ka check bawk a, RSS feeds update ka en zuai zuai leh a. A hma lawk a ka ngaihtuah ngai bawk chuan ka rilru a luah thar leh ta tlat mai!

      Pathian thu inzep tel tlat a hriatna ka neih chu ka han chhui nawn leh a, Facebook a 'Bethlehem Vengthlang Run' chatbox ah chuan ho te te hian thiante ho ka va kap zauh zauh pah a, ka ngaihtuah chhuah nge ni a, Pathian hnen atanga ka dawn ka ti dawn zawk, engkim hian tha lam leh chhe lam a nei a, mihring pawh hian tha lam leh chhe lam kan nei vek a. Thenkhat chu anmahni rau rau ah a chhe lam in a hnehchhuh a, a then chu a tha lam in, chutiang chu kan lo ni mai mai hlawm. Misual kan tih te pawh hian felna leh thatna an lo nei ve vek mai, mahse an mize tha lo lam in a ei ral mai an lo ni. Pathian Thu pawh hian 'good' leh 'bad' side balance tir min lo tum nasa mai hi a lo ni. Thawkkhat deuh lai atang tawh khan 'peace with yourself' tih tawngkam hi ka hre fuh tawh a, chumi ka han hmehbel chiah phei chuan a lo in lairem hle mai zuk nia! Synod Choir hla sak mawi ka tih ve em em pawh chu resource tha tak an lo ni chho lehzel a 'Van Indona' hla ka ngaihthlak fo, a hla thu ka support em em lai pawh chu hmanraw hriam tak ah an chang zo, van indona aia nasa zawk keimah ah hian a thleng fo thin tih hi ka hria a, a chhia leh tha, keimah a mi 2 awm, lal inchuh reng mai te pawh chu ka hrechhuak zuai zuai mai.

      "Kei hi mite hian engtin nge min hmuh ve ang le? An rin aiin ka fel nge ka sual?", tih te chuan min chhui let a, midang chunga ka thiltih tawh te chu ka chhui let mai mai a, thenkhat ah chuan thiamloh ka chang chiang bang mai a, thenkhat ah chuan a ngai kawi tu tan chuan thiamloh ka chang thei tih te pawh ka hria a, chutiang case bikah chuan ka thiamthu sawi theihna tur zawng zawng ka sawmkhawm a, ka han inbuk tak tak chuan tihsual emaw thiamloh hul hualna ka lo nei lo reng reng... mi fel ka va han ni teh lul em!!!

       Mahse..... mi fel nge ka nih a mi tha??? Fel nazawng hi mi tha tak an ni kher lo tih chu ka idealogy a ni ngei mai si... thiamchan lohna reng reng neilo a ka inhriat hnu ah pawh midang lakah chuan misual ka lo la ni thei tho mai. Zaipawl ah ka tui a, nuam ka ti a, thahnem pawh ka ngai hle a, inti neitu ber te zinga mi ka ni; ka member pui thenkhat ti tha peih lo emaw hmasawn tum lo lutuk ka hmuh chuan ka hau titih mai zel a, chutiang ah pawh chuan keia ngaihdan ah chuan thiltha ka ti a ni, ka fel a ni, mahse ka thiante tan chuan misual, an rilru ti na tu ka lo ni reng thei.. Heta tanga ka zirchhuah chu, kan ngaihdan ringawt a kan mum hian a fair lo a ni... Sawi tur a va tam em!! Sawi zawm turah khek rih teng....